sometimes.
sometimes, i don't mind leaving, i just don't wanna be left behind.
sometimes, i fluctuate between a spiritual high and an emotional low.
sometimes, i wish that people never discovered this blog. or i never started it.
sometimes, paranoia envelopes me.
sometimes, i wish i could cry more.
sometimes, i wish i mean what i pray. and i pray what i mean.
sometimes, self-consciousness ain't that good.
sometimes, i get intimidated by the hullabaloo in church.
sometimes, i wish i never known you.
sometimes, i want to talk more.
sometimes, i want to speak less.
sometimes, i don't wanna stay in a concrete jungle. i want to stay in a kampong.
sometimes, i can't wait for school to start.
sometimes, i wish i love God more.

just sometimes.

the Holy Spirit is our first recourse, not our last resort.