what hit me was that kami-sama uses nasai-kei. yokorobinasai. he commands us. not yokorobu, not yokorobimasu, not yokoronde, but yokorobinasai. and my bible only says trouble, it doesn't say jinsei no oooku no kunnan to youwaku. it was like -PHROOOAAAH- when the verse jumped out at me. i have always felt rather acquainted with the book of james because it was the first book nicole told me to read. until today, i felt so comforted whenever i read the book of james, all over again and again. ah, arigatou.
oh. use unicode if you wanna read the verse.
i went for the uk pre-departure briefing today instead of college day. both are equally a waste of time, but i think the latter would have been a better choice. -shrieks- the girls at the ucl booth all have thick accent. hmmmm. i don't feel like making new friends. grrr. 6 more weeks! so much things to do. feel unsettled.
let my heart break for the things that broke God's heart.
me.
ah^ya
child of God
25th september 1987
18-going-19
hougang kindergarten
st. hilda's primary school
tanjong katong girls' school
victoria junior college
soon-to-be university college london :)