jing shan: hi dearie! i miss you alot. :( haha. are you reading this? -waves vigorously- anyway, i was thinking about idreamz that day too. i asked anntat (HAHA. ok stop being mean, yafen) and he contacted his network of people and they said idreamz was supposed to be out by may 2006. and he asked me for the email. do you have? i deleted it already. anyway, ver suggested that we go to chinatown on 12th(if you are not going obs!). yes i can just imagine you melt into a puddle of happiness cause wee can go to mei shi jie and eat tang yuan again! :) and fei fei wan ton mee. :) and cai tau kueh. :) and rojak. :) and alot alot alot! :D and tomorrow is your last day of work! congratulations! that means jingshan.lim@itt something won't be there anymore right? :(
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cycled in the rain with my class girls today. bad weather, bad weather! it was pouring. thank God He led us to east coast park instead of sentosa! or else we will be stranded on that little island. thank you! :D
i was just thinking. singaporean youths know the price of everything but not the value of none. we are so self-centred, so narrow-minded. we are so unaware of our surroundings and the world around us! everything revolves around me, myself and i. is this what the singapore education system molded us to be? where's that injection of humanity? where's the love in the world and where's the love for one another, even strangers we do not know? indeed, this is a dog eat dog world. now, who do you push the blame to? the government for planning such a rigid albeit world class education system? our parents for being the typical kiasu, deferential good citizens who cling on to every command that the paternal government issues? or ourselves? for not realising how fortunate and blessed we are. we are. very. very very very. just look around you.
and with this, i have decided to go for the famine camp and skip the last day of church camp. unless the Lord enters my dreams and tells me otherwise. you know, indecisiveness often gets the better of me. i am so overly-ambitious. so greedy that i want to do everything under the sun. something i have to learn. but yingchao, thank you for the refreshing touch amidst the mundane week. indeed, there are many ways to serve God and i can serve God, the people and the nations in other areas too. i won't be a better christian just because i sacrifice certain things for the other. :)
Heavenly Daddy, i love you! i really do! lead me and guide me and bring me to wherever you want me to serve! :) i love you so much i will do anything for you. :)
me.
ah^ya
child of God
25th september 1987
18-going-19
hougang kindergarten
st. hilda's primary school
tanjong katong girls' school
victoria junior college
soon-to-be university college london :)
