i have chosen my cluster! i chose national healthcare group. the one with tan tock seng, institute of mental health, national university hospital and alexandra hospital. and i think that they would want me to choose my hospital before i embark on my studies. the night before i submitted the form, i asked the Lord to affirm me. guess what He said? He said anything la, just step out in faith and do what you have to. -_______- haha. ok.
2 nights ago, Daddy entered my dreams and He told me to let meijin guide me. i was like haaaaaaaaar. isn't she my cell leader already? she's leading and guiding me isn't it? i didn't really think much of it until i saw jennifer online. i told her. she said that though meijin might be busy and she has her share of challenges and troubles too, but if we do not rely on her as our cell leader, she will fail her duty. sometimes i do feel rather apprehensive about sharing issues with her because i am afraid to burden and trouble her. i don't know how to share. but since the Lord told me that, i shall trust and obey, albeit difficult. and i am still very puzzled why Daddy said that. in time, He will tell. help me, Daddy!
--------------------------------- when i was young and when i started to believe in our heavenly Daddy, and i didn't know how to pray, this was what i said everyday.
i just came to tell you how happy i have been. since we found each other you took away my sins i don't know what to say but i think of you everyday so Jesus, this is yafen checking in.
i was convinced by the crowds that prayers were filled with flowery languages, something sweet to the ears. i didn't know how to pray. and i said that every night in place of praying. now, i know. i know that praying is just a form of communication with our Lord and i don't have to use bombastic words or something other people will go wooooooow. it is just... simply talking to God like a friend. now i know. :)
me.
ah^ya
child of God
25th september 1987
18-going-19
hougang kindergarten
st. hilda's primary school
tanjong katong girls' school
victoria junior college
soon-to-be university college london :)
